hay chiuahuah

So it's been a while i suppose, but I went out and got some new CD's!! i know me paying for music?! well Jojoface and mr silvershrine have run out of music to let me borrow so i had to go out and do somethin for myself, haha yeah for growing up (*psh).
anyway The Format's new CD Dog Problems puts off a really freaky tone when it starts out all this circus and carousel music in the background just kinda creeps me out. I have nothing wrong with the circus, just as background music? come on!! But the CD gets progressivley better as the tracks role on. Although it is not what i was expecting it has grown on me and i'm appreciating it a lot more now. ( i love tracks 7,8,9,11 well lets leave it at the CD has a great ending!!)
next up Nickelback. I love their stuff on the radio, it definitly gets overplayed but that's because they are amaizing Canadians. I've always said i wanted to get their CD i just never did, until now. So now that i have it it listen to it a lotamuch!! It's got some more hardcore-ness then i generally listen too but overall it's great music! The songs are just catchy and very well thought out, I'm hoping that jojo can try and teach me some drums to a few of the songs because they are so frickin crazy i wanna try them!!
Thirdly is Dashboard Confessional's newest. I <3 dashboard!! i dont care what anyone says Chris Caraba makes just about any girls' heart melt. if you hate him you're probably just jealous. Anywho i Have been a bit distracted listening to the other two CD's so i unfortunately haven't had the time to have my heart melted out my ears, but ive got more free time coming up, i think... Next on my list of things to hear is The REal You, now I told JOOJFACE to go out and buy it when I bought Better Luck Next Time and we could trade, well he did but that was two months ago and we just now traded, thus It's in my stack of things to do.
Hit me up at least next week for more CD's and Bands

Stenieone for a heartbreak

Like 2 months..?

wow lots happens when your internet doesnt work! SO i dont have anything cool really right now... i have some adorabe pups at my house...So i went to this concert like a week ago, well attempt rather. Houston Calls and Quietdrive, melt my heart right?! well These guys are just o awesome i brought them food, i have before so it didnt like weird them out or anythin but anywho! i was wearin this sweet shirt of theirs ive had for a while, apparently they dont even own a copy of it! so I sold the shirt of my back for two shirts up on the wall, haha. and a few pictures but yeah next day rearended some guy now i have no idea how i am gonna make it through college and pay my insurance...im in some deeep dog pooh here now...well now that i have sincerely bored you all ( what like four of you?) i'll shut up for a while
Stenieone

Awesomeness!

how is it an excuse not to get to see me that he doesnt have a job? You dont have a job you arent allowed to have a life! especially with those mormons!!

Anyway have ya'll checked out those bands yet?! cuz im hooked on them! and you should hooked on them too!
http://www.purevolume.com/betterlucknexttimeca
http://www.purevolume.com/xzamen
happy days i tell you they are simply awesome and i would probably suggest gettin the CD if possible! Im gonna!
and isnt that the silliest baby picture you've see today? I should say yes it is!!

long time no blog

wow i havent been on here in way too long! so lots has been happening! graduating and all and well with the parker leaving i had to get my butt off the computer and spend time with him! Still was not enough, but hey it happens right? dang it all these kids being amazing and goin off to school without me =P i'll get over it....eventually.
So the last night I get this call from what i thought was Parker but it was Tom from Houston Calls!! i was jumping up and down i was soo frickin excited! and he was gonna call me so i could hook them up with some fooding, but they never called and i was saddened. But frick! i got a call from TOM!! heck i gave the guy my number!! i could sqweak with joy! but i mostly jumped up and down and babbled like an idiot, it was probably pretty weird for him but anyway this is a boring blog, eh? welp im done

Say Hello to.. Goodbye

Somewhat comedic but I like it ^_^ heh i wrote it before a hellogoodbye show...that was amazing. welp enjoi ^_^

Hello to..Goodbye

before you go breaking my heart
the next time you go try to break someones heart
dont forget your meeting up with goodbye

next time you say hello try not to meet goodbye
if you are in it for real and not just for kicks
dont meet goodbye
if you wanna stay and chat, you wanna stay best friends
dont say hello to goodbye
dont say hello to
goodbye

Bye bye beautiful
dont follow me now
you came and thought it was to stay
but did i forget to mention?
say hello to
goodbye

say say say hello!
hello to
goodbye

First Loves True Kiss

i felt like i was on a writing rampage today =P and then we started recording jojo and i! i again realized that technology hates me...and my voice =P it gets all aslkdhj every 15 seconds on the recording...oh well, happens =P we can edit ^_^ anyway this song here is called First Loves True Kiss, tell me whatcha think.

As darkness comes from light
kisses come from love
no matter what the fight
she wont leave when its love
if she squeezes too tight
he wont leave when its love

a triumph of the heart
as we realize the power of love
every kiss sent ripples through my stomach
every touch sent goosebumps down my spine
everytime our eyes met my heart soared out of my chest

things have ended since then
we grew up and out of eachother
a mindful eye has watched over us
for we are still as close as ever
that friendly poke or pinch
resembles every deep-felt caress
we shared those days when love made all our choices
and our first loves true kisses

a triumph of heart!
we know the power of life
your kiss still ripples through my stomach
your touch stil goosebumps down my spine
everytime i see into your eyes my heart still
soars right out of my chest

its never really over
you never forget your first love
we still love to be together
from fighting for the last glove
to concert pits and forever glances
we will always have the time for second chances

Hidden Fears and Second Chances

This is one my sister wrote! she is pretty much amazing!

You tell me that you love me,
Since so many years ago,
But you've never said it to my face,
So I don't really know.

You've made me smile a thousand times,
But cry a thousand more.
I tell myself you're worth the pain,
But anymore, I'm not so sure.

If you love me like you say you do,
Why can't I see it in your eyes?
Why bother saying anything,
When you know its only lies?

You love me so much today,
But tomorrow you're not sure.
I am tired of just taking it in,
I won't do it anymore.

These feelings for you are so very strong,
And I'd hate to lose you now,
After all I have gone through to get you,
But I'll get over it somehow.

So now you need to make a choice,
Do you love me or is it lust?
When you find out let me know,
Because I can't love someone I can not trust.

The Upside of Falling

I am sooo excited!! Im not letting this song slip away! omg! all i need left to it are the vocals, all the melody lines are in and the lyrics are done I am SOOO fetching excited you guys! tell me what you think of these here lyrics:
Long Distances and wishful minds
his aching heart cant take no more
but in her soft and soothing way:

The Upside of Falling

Just Close your Eyes
and before you dream
i will be sleeping in your arms
So you can rest, easy tonight
cause you'll wake up to my eyes
and i'll wake up to yours

now try my dear to get some rest
time will soon, end this test
After goodbyes and i love you tears
the hours seem to turn to years
he goes to bed and dries his tears
reflecting on her words

Just Close your Eyes
and before you dream
i will be sleeping in your arms
So you can rest, easy tonight
cause you'll wake up to my eyes
and i'll wake up to yours

im waiting for your arms


oh man its gonna be great!

Apple Sucks

I think it should be rid of! Honestly! i have an ipod (like healf the population does but still..) it is acting so gay! It's maybe a year old and now suddenly the battery never works. I charge it all night and then after maybe one song it quits on me saying there is no battery power. THEN like 10 minutes later it works just fine!! what the gay?!?! dont even get me started with iTunes! i know everyone loves it...maybe i am alone in my opinion but thats fine! Apple simply pisses me off

How About Life Above the Sky?

^_^ this one is a work in progress! JOJOFACE and I are writtin some music to go along with it, and i am soo excited!a tad on the long side, but oh my gosh! anyway here it is

she needs someones concern but feels alone
She wants a better life but doesnt feel she deserves one

He walks the streets feeling dulled and forlorn
he has everything but happiness
he passes by the diner window to catch a glance at
the same girl clearing tables, she is always here not a day have
i passed this window and not seen her working.

overpaid still underappreciated
he wants to say something but his pride is to costly
he wants to care but doesnt want to be the one in there
he needs someone himself to feel alive with
He needs someone to share his life with

He packs up his pride and strolls into the diner
amazed with his actions he takes a seat in a booth
waiting in his thoughts searching for something to say
she passes by with her job in her cracked and overworked hands
he looks up and their eyes meet for a spilt second and time seems to slow as she passes by with a look of overwhelming saddness

could it be a true cinderella
a girl waiting in such anguish for her one and only prince charming?
She wants someone to love her
he wants to be loved
could it be a fairytale waiting to take shape?

She got caught in his glance and slipped, losing grip
on the plates she held so firm yet poorly balanced
as it all comes crashing down around her
fear fills her cheeks with a rosey glow
As she opens her eyes to meet those of a patron
whose glance she grasps so tightly
As he lifts her to her feet a man behind the counter begins to banter
and threatens to fire the girl
as the tears come relentlessly streaming down her angelic face

to be a worthy victor he stands up to the man
laying down the way he feels about her
he takes her hand and defends her honor when anyone else lacked the courage
as they turn and leave her merciless prison he reaches up to brush away the
now tears of joy filling her eyes
as she is overwhelmed with hope and love life will go on


could it be a true cinderella
a girl waiting in such anguish for her one and only,
her prince charming?
She's found someone to love her
he's found love
oh,what a fairytale ending
their Life Will Go On

A New Found Old Love

so jojoface surprised me with the most recent Cauterize CD....holy fetchin amazing! I've haerd many of the songs before but wow i am in love all over again with these boys. Seriously folks if you haven't picked it up yet...go out and fetching do it! it will make your head spin and your heart sing! oh my goodness....it was worth the wait! now if these boys will get on a US tour my Cauterize obsession will complete well for a bit =P

A Ressolve of Feelings

So this is a song i wrote yesterday, i wanna do music for it but we'll take it one step at a time, whataya think?

dont say it

say it cuz you mean it
know when you mean it and know what it is
if you say i miss you,
i hope you know what its like to be missed
sayin i miss you wont mean its fixed

dont cling
you cant even fix that with bling
when a girl says back off
do it
if she tells you she misses you,
hold her, but you dont have to lay on the kisses

if you tell her she can talk to you
dont forget to listen
if you want her trust
dont forget to listen
if you want her to talk
dont forget to listen

communication is key to success
dont you dare forget and get caught lookin up her dress
love looks for the best
and lives on in the best
try to prove your value
but try even harder to be the best for her

if it doesnt work out thats life try and find another
but learn from your mistakes and not those
of another
endure to the end
but keep in mind that there is an end
love can last forever
or it can be an almost never
it is a ressolve to be left to either lover
avoid the pesky bickerings when you can
dont gamble with your love
you never know if you'll get a second chance